Do you remember the last night I saw you, which was on October 25, 2023?
I took you to your house around 11 o'clock at night after work, then we were talking and laughing, and I fed you after the food, which I don't know if you ate before you died š Before you entered your house, you hugged me and I don't know why I had a feeling to look at you as you enter your house! I didn't know it was the last look, the last talk, the last laugh and the last hug for us, Zak! I'm curious to know what happened? Is it possible that those who live with you didn't hear a noise and screaming and you need help? I'm sure you died on Thursday, not Friday, because your boss told me that you didn't come to work on Thursday, and I'm sure you struggled and tried to resist asking for help but to no avail! My heart hurts a lot when I imagine the feeling that came to you when the last minute came to you š
Turk, you tried to call me and you couldn't? I don't know why I feel that you tried to ask for help, but you couldn't š and I know that I came to your mind at your last moment š I also know that I was the last face you saw before your death š What only comforts me is that I gave you a lot of happiness, love and tenderness as you would like to see š The idea that I will never see you again breaks my heart š They told me that God sent you to Zach's life for his happiness, well and what about me? My heart has been broken since you left. I smile, but not from my depths. I love you and miss you and I will stay by your side as I promised you ā¤ļø
